So many conflicting thoughts, what do I do with them all? God, you know my heart, would you please tell me where to find it? I’m trying to find myself, Lord. I’m trying to find my place, my role, myself in all the pain. Everybody’s in pain, God, it’s killing me not to be able to do anything about it. I want to help, Lord, do you understand that? I want to take away people’s pain. Is this wrong? Something’s not lining up somewhere because… I’m really confused, God. All I know is that I feel so, so, so very lost in the midst of everyone’s pain.