Far too many people you’ve told about a problem that you’re most likely just making up. Way to go, Carmen, way to be smooth. There is NOTHING wrong with you… nothing!! How DARE you make things up and hurt people in the process!! JERK!! IDIOT!! And you’re just digging yourself down deeper and deeper and you know it. Yet you keep doing it. Selfishness. Pride. Stupidity. But lots of plain selfishness. You’re not strong enough!
You can’t cry from now on or more people will know something’s the matter (which there isn’t, you’re just making it all up… it’s all in your head)! People cannot know about this. They can’t! And don’t even think about telling anyone else, or asking for prayer, or wanting a hug because it’s selfishness. YOU don’t need it. Others do… those who have real need and real hurt. Not you, you disgusting fraud!!!
I DO NOT HAVE AN EATING DISORDER! I DO NOT HAVE AN EATING DISORDER! I DO NOT HAVE AN EATING DISORDER! I DO NOT HAVE AN EATING DISORDER!!!!
There, I’m convinced and I’m fine! But if I could just convince my family…