ForNEVER apart.

My heart never fixed itself,
It just learnt how to beat as a half.
What would be the point in fixing something that will always fall apart?
It seems like I was more appreciated without a voice,
Why does it change as soon as I care?
Every breath I took was just another waste,
Every word I spoke was only one more mistake.
Vulnerability shows fear,
Why do you want me to be vulnerable?
You're tired of feeling numb,
But I cannot hear you,
You never spoke to me physically.
The silence screams the words you never spoke and I can hear you,
I can hear you.
You're wounded but you pulled the trigger.
You're the one who held the blade to your throat.
Vulnerability shows fear,
Why do you want to be vulnerable?

 The air around me closes,
Grips a piece of me inside.
'Cause my heart never really healed,
It just learnt how to beat as a half.

I want to feel a purpose to live with a broken heart,
I want to feel the adrenaline rushing through my veins.
I don't want pills to make me feel the same.
I'll get through with my half  beating heart aslong as there's words to keep us fornever apart.

Vulnerability shows fear,
Why do we want to be vulnerable?

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