Spectre

Spectre (19/2/2012)

I'm giving up on this war
I just can't keep it up
You were there in the past
That's never fading, Oh
You'll always be affecting me
Somehow
Just got to accept that fact

So I'll just live
regardless of your spectre haunting me
Oh, I'll be as loud
As free as I want to
Do crazy things if I want to
Breath in the air and feel the breeze
'Cause I won't let your memory stop me

The one who tore my innocence to shreds
Who made murderers look kind
Though your face is faded from my mind
The feelings will never leave
You'll always be just there
Hiding in the blind spot of my vision

So I'll just live
regardless of your spectre haunting me
Oh, I'll be as loud
As free as I want to
Do crazy things if I want to
Breath in the air and feel the breeze
'Cause I won't let your memory stop me

I'll give into every insane urge
'Cause what I thought was sanity
Led to you
I'll lose my mind in a fairytale
I'll get past every barrier you made
Even if your still barely there Hiding in the background

So I'll just live
regardless of your spectre haunting me
Oh, I'll be as loud
As free as I want to
Do crazy things if I want to
Breath in the air and feel the breeze
'Cause I won't let your memory stop me

Because I'm sick and tired
Of pretending that I'm strong
Of hiding my emotions
If I 'wanna cry
Then I'll cry
Sod those who refuse to listen
I'll scream a thousand curses
At your name

Oh, I'll live
Regardless of your spectre haunting me
I'll be loud
I'll be free
I'll do every crazy thing
My broken mind thinks of
'Cause I won't let
Oh, I refuse to allow
Your memory to stop me
From living 

The End

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