The Last Time (1/1/12)

This is the last time I'll write a song about you
The last time I'll ever shed tears over you
The last time I'll let myself remember you

Oh, I gave you years my life
I helped you smile all those times
You were down
I tried so hard to look out for you
To make sure you didn't repeat my mistakes

But I guess I failed
Oh, Failed
And this is the last time I'll feel bad about it
Because you, you've never cared
Never realised what I was trying to do
And this is the last time I'll give you a second chance

Oh, I gave you years my life
I helped you smile all those times
You were down
I tried so hard to look out for you
To make sure you didn't repeat my mistakes

Oh, I just wanted to help
But you didn't even stop and try
One mistake from me and it was last time
You called me friend
Oh, You'd done so much s*** but I stuck by you
And now I'm wondering why I keep trying

Oh, I gave you years my life
I helped you smile all those times
You were down
I tried so hard to look out for you
To make sure you didn't repeat my mistakes

So this is your last chance
Your final moment here
We can try and fix the pieces
Start anew
Or you can stay
Stay far away
And never talk to me again
Cause I promise you this
This is the last time I'll try and help you

Oh, I gave you years my life
I helped you smile all those times
You were down
I tried so hard to look out for you
To make sure you didn't repeat my mistakes

And if you choose this to be the last thing you read from me
Then a decision has been made at last
I guess I'll kill it finally
All the unnecessary guilt
That you cruelly shoved my way
The caring ways that clearly did s*** all

This is the last time I'll write a song about this. 

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Basically all the random lyrics i write :)

These lyrics are just my random inner thoughts, I'm not trying to offend anyone or anything like that, if you don't like something i write, please don't have a go. I don't try to push my beliefs on people and i'd appreciate it if others returned the favour :)

I'll try and give some explanation behind each one:

Fairy Tales - Just something I wrote after a fight with my parents
Only You Can - I haven't figured out yet if this is written for me or someone i used to know who had severe depression
Dust - Just something I wrote randomly
Virus - My college did a presentation on what was happening in the Gaza Strip and this is what i wrote after
God - yeah, this is very clearly stating, i don't believe in god, in case you wanted to know
Running Out Of Time - Just more random lyrics
Once Upon A Time - Ran into an old bully who had at first been a friend
Mirror, Mirror - I wrote this because i felt it had to be written i guess
Remember - yeah, i miss my childhood, if you couldn't guess
The Way You Are - One of my oldest songs, i wrote this after a close friend decided not to be friends anymore
Words - Someone said something rather insensitive to me, this is what i wrote after
I'm Sorry - written a year after the fall out with the before mentioned friend
Stop Me - Written after a fight with parents
Army Brat - Yeah, i used to be an army brat, my dad's left the army now though - yay!
You Changed - It's about something pretty damn depressing that happened when i was 10/11
Innocent - Wrote this after a fall-out between friends
Born & Made - Something i wrote when i was down
Give up - Another something i wrote when down xD
Perfect - Another someone who was my friend for a while before becoming blah!
Do You Suppose - pondering on this "God" figure
Happy Tears - just thinking about the future
They - Wrote this in an English language class, the prompt was the word "Monsters"
Live It - Positive lyrics :D
Count to Ten - i'm pretty sure everyone has thought this at one point or another :p
She Knows - Attempting to explain Seasonal Affective Disorder (It sucks xD)
Lost - Another song about god, sorry to anyone it offends
Choking - Not having the best day xD
Justification - No real inspiration here, just a belief of mine :)
Trash - I need to stop writing stuff about this....
Everything - I promise i'll try and write some happy lyrics for tomorrow xD
The Last Time - Pretty much in the title, about someone.
Look Me In The Eye - Damn parents.
Liar - Something that happened ages ago
Hopeless Plight - pretty self-explanatory
Shell - Yeah, confused me xD
Curious - Written in response to meeting so many people on protag who seem to have amazing faith
Spectre - Making a new decision
Leaving Behind - My mum prefers my brother, always has.
I - Not sure where this came from to be honest
I've Had Enough - Friend said he wanted to stop being friends. This is my response. Though this same friend has seen sense now and apologized xD
Blame Games - I need to give myself a break lol
Disease - Yeah....
No point- This is a revamp of something I wrote years ago :)
You Don't Know - Funny since my dad is actually making the effort now :p But I'm still rather proud of the lyrics ^.^
Only Human - Another re-write of an old song :)
I Don't Give A Damn - I found a bunch of old, decent songs xD (expect more)
Epic - same as damn
Blacklist - a re-write that is strangely suited to recent events xD
Slow down - Another old one i found
Who cares - One I forgot to add a while ago

Think I'm gonna have to make a new book of these soon o.O

updated 23 days ago by Cat_Monty