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I Cried - 05/03/2014

I'm sitting here
You're sitting there
We're talking now
But the words don't
Register
Nothing to give
At all
No emotion to show
To you

I cried about the eye of the storm
I cried about the turning point
I cried about the choice I had to make
I cried when everything changed
And now
There are no tears left in me
Nothing you can see
As we have that final talk
The one we both knew was coming

We tried to act
Perfectly fine
Tried to live as before
You kept saying it'd be fine
We'd find a way to work somehow
But I just knew
This was the way it'd go
And I just wish
We'd never tried
Before

I cried about the eye of the storm
I cried about the turning point
I cried about the choice I had to make
I cried when everything changed
And now
There are no tears left in me
Nothing you can see
As we have that final talk
The one we both knew was coming

The hurt inside is dulled
By the realisation I always knew
Knew you would never be able
To reconcile this
This is why I fought it so long
You could never handle it oh

I cried about the eye of the storm
I cried about the turning point
I cried about the choice I had to make
I cried when everything changed
And now I'm waiting for the next downpour
But it won't come

So I guess we're just friends now
So I guess we just pretend now
That you weren't the one I fell completely for
That we never talked of a future
That I've basically destroyed

I'll just sit here with no clue what to feel
And wait patiently for the tears that never come
Because I've felt too much
When I was hiding in the eye
The storm barely touched my skin
But now
That safety blanket I clung too
Is gone

So I just sit here
And wait to cry

The End

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