Slowly she drags the blade across her skin.
the blood starts to seep from the cut,its fairly deep.
the heat she feels in her face,its like fire..
her stomach emmpty but she feels as if she might throw up..
her hands are shakey..
she is really dizzy..
its hard to breath..
her thoughts run ramped,but no tears fall.
she is numb...
she cant feel anything but the pane in her arm..
is that what she wants..
to feel nothing?
if so she still failed for she still feels her feelings..
she cant starve or cut them.
they dont live in her stomach nor her arm..
they are in her heart and mind the two most dangours places of all.