Writing down everything I cant say out loud
So im having to control everything now.
My anger and my depression.
Its getting hard for me now and I dont know what to do. I cant give up on life and all I can do is stumble forward in hope for a clear future. Keep on making new starts and then falling over. Im empty where my heart should be and I no longer cry blood from my arms but tears from my eyes though I hate it. But I must do it. I must struggle forward in what feels like a jungle of misunderstanding. Guess I cant have everyone agree with how im feeling. I wish I could, but is that selfish?