"I am absolutely not going to pursue any friendships until they pursue me first. Not because I am selfish, but because I'm afraid people are tired of me. If they pursue me first, then it proves that yes, I really am important to them. I guess it all just boils down to the fact that I don't think people really enjoy me, and I don't want to be a bother."
Well, guess what, Cassandra-of-a-few-days-ago. I pursued a friendship today. This afternoon, to be exact.
Acting against my previous decision to leave all my friends alone, I called up one of my friends to tell her that I was in the area and wondered if we could get together. And we had a bloomin' magnificent time together. And I think that she actually enjoyed being with me. MINDBLOWN. :)
Have you ever made an unhealthy promise to yourself? For example, while I was still chasing bondage, I promised myself that I would only cry once a month. That's what I mean by an unhealthy promise - a promise that keeps you from being the beautiful person you're meant to be.
Well, I think it's time to change. I think it's time to break any detrimental promises I might've made to myself. And I think it's high time that you do the same, too.
Here's to breaking bad promises!