I know it's been a while since I've written here. I'm sorry.
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It's almost our 3-month anniversary. Too bad you were only involved for one of them. It's been so hard. I love you so much. Since day one, baby. All I saw was you and I. Then you got her, and she was a slut. You broke my fucking heart. But I got you anyway. You found out that I liked you, you said you liked me too, and that you didn't like her after you found out who she really was. Then she cheated on you, and you had a reason to end it. Then, the next day, I asked you out. When you shouted "NO!" I was so scared, baby. But then you told me you wanted to be the one who asked, and I said yes, and here we are. Then school got in the way, and I've only seen you twice since August. Tomorrow is 3-months, and I'll pray that you can get on and see me. I miss you so much, baby. I would quit if it wasn't for you and my other best friend. God, I miss you. It's been so long, and I just want to talk to you. I love you to bits, and I will quit if you leave me. But I won't give up on you, never. I'm not like that. I love you. So much. If this were real, and we knew each other in rl, I would be all over you. God, I miss you so much. I just want you to say "I miss you, I love you, I'm sorry baby." I'm gonna cry, I'm sorry.