it'd been so long since i'd last knelt to pray.
honestly, i can't remember the last time i've knelt, other than today...
i guess i've always felt unworthy.
but tonight, something was different. something happened.
and i dared to kneel to pray.
in the past, i've always written my prayers to You...
...as though i'm not worthy to speak aloud to You...
...as though i'm not worthy to kneel in Your Presence...
...as though i don't want to risk being too personal.
but tonight, i defeated those fears, with Your help. tonight...
i realized what it's like.
i didn't know what to expect. i didn't know what to say.
i felt fear that perhaps, i was doing the wrong thing.
perhaps, i was being too bold.
so i knelt and said the same things over and over.
i didn't really know what to tell You, after all.
still, i know that my prayer was received by You.
somehow, things already seem better.