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nausea

when i get anxious, i get nauseous.
when i get nauseous, i panic.
when i panic...well, when i panic, everything goes wrong.
i ask God for help, and He does. He is a beautiful Redeemer.
but sometimes, i don't feel worthy of God's help.
people think i'm so strong.
people say i'm so strong.
i'm learning to be strong...but it's so hard...
confession: i sleep with the lights on. if they're off, i get anxious.
change makes me anxious.
once, even adding an extra pillow to my bed was too much change for me.
i got anxious.
when i get anxious, i get nauseous.
i hate nausea.
when i get nauseous, i panic... 

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