It was cold. I was cold, but not the way most people are. Most people say they are cold because of the temperature: it’s a physical state. But I was cold inside. I felt like this deep silence inside my mind, like if my body was empty, like if I was dead. I had this feeling it was like the calm before the storm, as if I had the right to have a last peaceful moment before the storm came to destroy everything. If I had known what was coming, I would have enjoyed this moment a little bit longer, but instead of that I just closed my eyes and fell asleep right away.