I have not been on in forever, so take this :p
p.s. i just wrote this because i have found myself felling kinda down :( and was just hoping this would help me feel a little better
is it bad that i am jealous? my reason is simple: i know that i will never have anyone as awesome or as nice or as charming as you do. i feel like i am going to be alone, and i will have no one to grow old with. no one to love me for me. so i as k again, is it bad that i am jealous? i can play along, and i can smile, but i only find myself sinking deeper and deeper into a hole that i can't get out of, and it kills me a little more each time i try. i don't think i can go on anymore knowing that this is how it is going to end.