An Epiphany of The Soul <3

An Epiphany of The Soul <3

            I don’t want to run anymore. I'm tired of hurting myself and the spirit within me. God is only as close as i will let him be. I need to stop pushing him away. It has never been my intention to stray from God but I have let Satan have rain of my thoughts. To think pure, righteous, and holy things is what God wants. But I’v allowed Satan to enter in and contribute to the destruction of such joyous thoughts. The mind is a powerful place- you don’t wantSatan there residing at all. God has created me just the way he wanted to, and I let Satan do his job well, I cant(or find it hard to) believe that I'm what god wants. When I look in the mirror the Satan flavored thoughts come, when someone complements me I cant /wont accept it because I, myself don’t believe it. Whensomeone tells me I look nice it’s the easiest thing to tell them how I don’t!! and that is wrong!! I'm stealing their blessing- God created us to love one another and be kind, that’s what they are doing and I am not!! All I ever do is quench the spirit! I forget the good that God has done and entertain all the bad memories and fears of my life! Goodness!!! God NEVER told me that it wouldbe easy! Quite frankly he told me would be hard and that there will be suffering! But he promised me that he would ALWAYS be there to help me! To love me! He is doing his part,its now time I do mine…

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