Do you ever just feel…nothing? I think..I think I'd rather be sad.
Here I sit, curled up into a ball on the floor.
In the dark; the curtains closed real tight, as if I could shut out the whole damn world.
I can't feel anymore.
and even if I wanted to cry, the tears don't come. If i have a reason to be happy, the smiles don't come.
it's as if I've been drained of every emotion I was ever capable of feeling.