what am i really thinking?

"people always ask an endless list of questions like 'what's wrong?' 'what's on your mind?' 'what're you thinking about?' 'are you emo?' 'are you gay?' 'how are your marks?' 'what's wrong with you?' 'are you okay?' 'what did you do last night?' 'what the hell happened to you?'
well, I'm going to answer, for once, in full."

Understand Me... I Need You In My Life

"My thoughts and such as i deal with people in my life right now. i feel like no one is clever enough to catch on and understand the deeper meanings to what i say and do, this is my way of organizing my thoughts and clearing my head."

Soul Upon A Star - First Light

""Practically, I can hear what you hear, feel what you feel, touch what you touch, taste what you taste etc. Basically...I'm Jayden and I'm going to be a soul inside of you for one year until God decides weather I'll go to heaven or hell or weather I'll be with you forever.""

your walls are too high

if i could write you a poem

"a way for me to express my frustration at not being able to perfectly put into words how i felt about someone. wanting to write him a poem to tell him how much he meant. ironically, this poem ended up being the closest thing to a fulfillment of that desire :)"

; Let It In

"frustration and confession"

Couldn't Care Lessmature

"It's about being tired of people making you their emotional punchbag and trying to make your destiny for you"

Haikus on Life

"Haikus are more difficult than they look..."

Somewhere Beyond Zeromature

"Realising your instincts were right, that the one you loved never really cared at all, A counter-song to Reset to Zero"

Mistaken Identity

"It's about being in a relationship with someone who has lied to themselves about who you really are, realising that everything they thought about you was wrong"

Killing My Thoughts

"A ranting piece by myself. Angry, definitely, and written with dedications to two of my "friends" - Cameron and Claire, my darlings, this is for you. Next time you decide to betray someone, don't make it me, and learn to think with those miniscule brains of yours."