When he leaves you to get high, then he leaves you completley. There is no more soul to him, all that's left are tracks to an empty shell.
Sometimes "you" visit.
When I say you I mean what's left of the you I use to know.
I hate that...
There's no joy, no colours, no laughter
Nothing but superficial features to prove it's the same boy.
But it's not the same boy
That boys' eyes were bright and innocent
This boy's eyes are dulled with anger.
This boy has seen the world.
I wish that you hadn't of
Wish I could have stopped you at the airport...
I tried, God how I tried
To make you understand that once you get on that plane there's no turning back.
To make you see that what starts off as paradise soon becomes just another dreary reality you can't escape from.
You got on the plane.
I watched you take the steps, questioning myself with each one
Heart debating with head
The idealistic temptation so strong
My desire for you so strong
My heart continued to egg me on, but my head put a stop to it
I let you go.
Sometimes "you" visit
When I say you I mean what's left of the you i use to know.
I hate that.