I am here listening to "me and mrs jones".

And  thinking that of all the places that I want to be right now this (my work) , isn`t on the  top of the list.

I feel disconnected to all.

So barefeet and just plain angry all the time.

I am going through a rough patch that is what I keep telling myself.

It does not lighten the burden any easier.

Being on my own is not an option as a way things happened.

  Through  the course of my life ,since i was little.

 I remenber being left alone to vend for myself.

Whatever the reasons were.

 Today I think the uncapacity to relate to other comes from there.

This place i live in today.

 England, is home not because who or a what but essentially it is not home.

 When every corner has a memory in my mind, most of them unpleasent.

Too much?

For me not nearly enough. 

I am in pain...

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Author guidance for This work

This project it is about who i am in life . With everything that has guided me here today. From early childhood to the birth of my sons, this is basicaly. Me. So if you care to know me go ahead and read it . Cass

updated Apr 9 '09 by cassandra