Yet again they look shocked as they see my outside. Ashley has a massive smile on her face that spread seeing Sams smile. I nod to them and we start heading down the stairs.

 All I can think about is my scalpel. I want to get it out and be free from my memories that haunt me 24/7.  I know I can't though, not at school. There's too many people around and it's more likely for my mates will find out and that will be not good.

I sigh and follow my friends outside, we grab some food. We sit at our nomal table and ate. It's just like normal, them talking me thinking. Ashley and Sam say something about outside, I get up with them and we go and sit in our bench.

All I can think about is my small knife in my bag. My memories keep playing again and again in my head. It's the same memory, the one where my brother died. I can see him so clearly it's like it's happening again right in front of my eyes.

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My name is Gemma Twirl, most of the people I meet call me Gem.

This is the story of how I got here. How, I've lived my life with a hole inside. How I live each day with someone missing.

updated Aug 5 '10 by H.C.Chapman