"I..I'm sorry. It took me up to this point to realize everything. I want those days back. I want you saying those good nights back. I want your I love yous back. I want you back, Ryan. Because it seemed that we broke up even if we didn't notice it. And I feel like I believed it before I even found out. All I want is you back. All I want is us back,"
Lying there on my bed with gazing up at the ceiling, I was prepared for it to all go downhill. Because that's what she wanted. And I only want her to be happy and if this makes her happy then I should do it. But then she pours out her heart to me. and at that moment I knew what I had to do.
I hung up the phone.