Y'know, once someone starts talking to you n your head, you know that you should give up on a normal existence. I never had a norma ife to begin with so I'm perfectly fine as I am.
You'd better not be looking!
I'm not! I swear!
I closed my eyes and blushed, I hated the realisation of someone in yourhead meant no privacy, and I mean noooooo privacy.
"Ellie have you finished changing?"
"No, I'll be out in a minute" I quickly replacd my top I'm decent. "I'm decent"
Laura stepped into my room "Okay well it's time for-hey! thats my top!"
"No it's not Laura, mum gave it to me"
"No, it's mine, I have a receipt to prove it"
I sighed, here we go again.
"Take it off and put it in the wash"
"Yes Laura" I clenched my fists and she left.
Ugh! What a freaking bitch! I swear, if she wasn't pregnant I'd.....
Does that happen alot?
My wardrobe has halved in the past month
Why don't you tell your dad?
Ha! He wouldn't believe me! Laura's his first born and therefore his favorite! He never believes me when Laura's involved!
You don't know the half of it.
You do know that you can shut her upwithout punching her right?
What are you talking about?
I'm not allowed to say.
Fine. Why don't you shut up, I might take this all out on you.
I sighed and curled up on my bed It's not fair! It's not fair! She cant treat me like this! If I speak up, she threatens to move out, If I take back my clothes or wear my own clothes, guesse what? She threatens to move out! Dad doesn't want her to move out again and if she does he'll resent me, unless he puts me in child care first, it's not like I haven't heard Laura suggest it. Laura controlls everything! She's a controll freak and I hate it! I hate her! I just want to bust out! I can't be controlled! I won't! I just...I want to be able to be myself. The tears rolled down my cheeks as I curled in on myself, tighter and tighter "I want my mummy"
"Shhh Ellie, shhhh, everythings gonna be okay" I buried my face into his chest, not caring, too far gone to realise.
"I want mum"
"I know Ellie, I know, shhhhhh, it's okay, I'm here now" hs arms tightened around me "Shhhh"
I sobbed into his shirt, clinging to him like a child "I don't want to be alone anymore, I can't take it"
"I'll stay with you Ellie, you'll never be alone, I promise" his hands ran through my hair, comforting me. My emotions took controll and before I knew what I was doing, I had my lips to his, the familiar stranger. He did not protest, he continued to hold me, even when we stopped.
It was hours before the tears stopped but he just held me, stroking my hair in silence.
"What just happened, I...I havn't cried in a long time, not infront of anyone, I-"
"Shhh, I understand completely, your emotions were just...too much. I'm just glad I realised" he kissed my hair "You should get some sleep"
I blushed. "Uh...yeah."
He shifted his position so he was on hs side and I was bundled next to him "Sweet dreams Eleanor"