Today is what I call a void day...

You caught me; you saved me and promised, in my own mind, to never let me go.
And you haven't. But sometimes it's hard. Even though I know you're holding on to me, I also know that you're holding on to a million others like me and I find myself scrambling through the darkness and cold, to reach your hand and feel safe.
Today's one of those days. I don't really feel like I'm anywhere. I'm not flying. I'm not drifting. I'm not waiting. I'm just sat here in the harsh reality of the world that's t

You caught me; you saved me and promised, in my own mind, to never let me go.
And you haven’t. But sometimes it’s hard. Even though I know you’re holding on to me, I also know that you’re holding on to a million others like me and I find myself scrambling through the darkness and cold, to reach your hand and feel safe.
Today’s one of those days. I don’t really feel like I’m anywhere. I’m not flying. I’m not drifting. I’m not waiting. I’m just sat here in the harsh reality of the world that’s telling me it’s raining. I can’t go out, I have no inspiration to do anything of use and I feel guilty for doing anything that’s fun and will result to nothing.
Today I sat on the sofa, ignoring the TV. My heart floated for a second as I remembered the smile on your face when you saw me for the first time. All the emotions and interpretations my friends have put into that smile won’t be real. But the warmth and love that you felt from mine was.
There’s nothing more I really need to say to you, apart from the obvious, but if I said it, it wouldn’t mean anything.
Not everyday’s like this. It just happens sometimes. I have amazing friends, and an amazing family...but I don’t have you.
One day that won’t matter. One day, I may be able loosen the tight grip that I have upon your hand and fit it into someone else’s.
And even when that day comes, I’ll never really let go, because you’re the one who’s holding on to me.

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