Lifesavers....

crazy how your thoughts change

Thoughts…

I have considered suicide… countless times.. tried even… but, unfortunately I took an amazing friend down the road with me. She was there through it all. Literally, held me when I stopped breathing.. And she is still here today… I am still here today because of this girl. She saved my life, and though we are far apart in distance now… she was THAT  person… that person I needed right then. She was MY person. Period. I owe the rest of my life to that girl.

This is my thank you. Thank you for yesterday, today, and the rest of my life…

I have an amazing angel watching out for me. J-Unit is up there.. he knows tonight is a rough night… but, I can feel his warm embrace next to me as I sit here and write this… he whispers in my ear when I need to hear it… and he tells me that things are gonna get better. He is going to shine his light on me… For the rest of his life. And I believe him.

So thanks Shanae and Jake. My life would never be the same without you. And though you have never met each other… you will. I can’t wait to introduce you as we all cross those Golden Gates. You are so similar, and you don’t even know it…

Love you both,

Forever and Always.

The End

0 comments about this story Feed