This is for you x
Once upon a time, there was a girl who walked into a climbing hall, not knowing what to expect. Little did she know, it was the greatest descision she could make.
That girl, was me.
There she found fun and friends plentiful, and a boy who came to be closest to her.
For six months you waited, and for six months I replayed bitter memories of past mistakes, afraid to ruin another friendship.
And then, one star filled night, we looked up. I remember I wanted to kiss you, but I didn't know how, or why or what had changed. Just that under a full moon, you were all I wanted to look at. I filled my eyes with stars instead, my head with confusion; and we sat and talked about things that didn't matter and ignored all the things we really wanted to say.
Another night came, don't you remember? How could you forget. One drunk night, filled with music and too much vodka, me using your stomach for a pillow and you kissed me. If the couch were bigger, I would have stayed there all night. You kissed me before getting on the bus the next day too. I giggled, but I thought you were brave.
The walk in the park. Confusion and panic settling in my chest. Turning south east.... Realising later how much you meant.
A room of red bricks. Do you remember us alone? You kissed me hard, hard enough to make me forget everything else.
I was sat on your lap when we decided we were a couple. When I asked why we weren't yet. When we both broke out grinning.
One month later, I was lying on your chest when you said you loved everything about me...when I said I loved you. When you said it back, it felt like I'd swallowed a handfull of summer. I couldn't stop smiling for a week.
I told you I'd love you always. I looked right into those blue eyes that catch me everytime and swore I'd never let you go.
I promised a lifetime of adventures, a tree house and seven dogs. A dream, but everything must start with a dream.
You make me the happiest I have ever been, and I am yours, forever.
But this is just the beginning love, just the first chapter in the story of us.
- Biscuit x