I felt a yearning in my gut as I turned away from the lovestruck pair. It took all my strength not to look back but somehow I managed. The moonlight seemed just a little duller now. The woods a little quieter and my heart a bit more broken. He was everything to me and yet to him, I was nothing. He wouldn't have known me from any random person in the street but still the pain was there. If you've never been in love you wouldn't understand how it felt knowing he didn't feel the same for me. If you'll have imagine that pain but twice as worse. I closed my eyes and lay down on the wet grass, I sat there for a long time, long enough for them to leave and the sun to star shining. This was my life all over. Each day led to a new heartbreak somehow and each night a lonely house and heart.