I’m being hung from a rope, and all I see is white. I can’t move my ankles and wrists- they’re both tied, I can only move my body ever so slightly and hang my head. I feel nothing but pain, and that my body is being hung up to dry. I feel like I’m no longer the spirit in my body, but the vessel itself, hanging lifelessly.
Mei, Mei, what do you think you’re doing!
I can’t handle it anymore
You need to get down from there! If you jump you’ll die.
What do you think the fucking point is of me being up here?
Oh my God...Mei! You can’t possibly do this, we’re only in 8th grade, you have so much life to live still.
It’s not a life worth living, Luc. My life is shit right now. I love you, but I have to do this, I’ll go insane if I don’t
No, no, no NO! You can’t, you can’t, you can’t do this, not to your family, not to yourself, not to me.
You don’t know my pain, you can’t feel my pain, your life is as incredible and happy as can be. All I have is you now, No one is willing to help me anymore, not my dad, not my teachers, no one but you. I’m burdening you, I’m hurting you, and I could never face you again if I snap and attack you. So I won’t be a burden to you anymore