In all my life, you were my only true friend. You gave up so much to help me. I'm forever grateful for all the times you took me in after a bad day. Your stories were always able to take my mind off all the problems in my life. I just wished you realized that all your help was in vain. I'm sure we both knew this day would come. It's time I mike room on this planet for better people than me.
Since you care, I'll answer the question you always ask, "What's wrong?" My step-father greeted me when I got home from school. He listed off all the reason's why I'm a failure. Apparently he was bored with only using his fists to hurt me because he came out of the kitchen with a kettle of boiling water. But while he was in the kitchen, my mother came home. She denied my existence by walking past without a glance. I'm glad that mother and son relationships are so strong and bonding. Anyways, my step-father went to watch the telly after he was bored. I made my escape, but not unnoticed. Out of sight, I heard him say he would kill me when I returned home. He was literally going to kill me if I ever stepped in that house ever again. He doesn't deserve the right to take my life, only I do.
I hope that as long as no one finds my body, everyone will just forget about me. I hope the current of the river will carry me far away once I jump. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I don't want you to hurt. Don't shed any tears if there is a funeral and don't mourn my loss. Your friendship was the only good thing to ever happen to me, but I never deserved it.
P.S. Forget about me life everyone else will, your life will be better if you forget I ever existed.