June 28, 2018
Sorry, I just really wanted to get this out to someone. Jonny and I kinda had a fight last time we saw each other. He wouldn’t come home and I got mad at him. I knew he had to work, but….. I just got tired of it. I screamed and yelled and lashed out at him. But being Jonny, he took it all. WITH STRIDE! He didn’t blame me. He knew that he was working to long and explained to me why. He was gonna take me out that night. For the first time in about 2 months, he was gonna take me out to dinner. I blew up at him though……. I broke. I ran out crying and I ran away. I couldn’t face him after what I had said and done. I went back to The Brown Bean. It was the only place I knew to go to. I started working again and forgot all about him. But being around Mark reminded me of him. He and Mark would get along really well. Jonny likes to make jokes and lighten the mood. That’s probably why he and I got along so well. I would feel down and he would cheer me up. Working as a trash-man needs a good humor to get through the day. That and a quick reaction time. Anyway… I needed to get that off my chest. Sorry for taking up space and wasting paper on my feelings. Well, I don’t think it bothers you Journal. Since you ARE inanimate. I guess I’ll try talking to you again sometime.