And so, that ended it.. were there answers, no. We would have to begin again, start over and this time not make the same mistakes we made the first time around.
I spend my days dreaming, seeing the beautiful green eyes in all things, remembering the power and self sacrifice that was Troy..
I love you, that's what I repeat to myself, guess I am hoping one day... well, guess I am just hoping.
The darkness is almost all gone now, it feels so good to stretch out in the sunlight.. We pass each other now and smile, not the fake smiles you give just for show, but, genuine smiles, that say, It's good to be alive!