The Complex Reveal

My mind is a complex machine, and its with me wherever I go...

There's times that I want to rid of it and times that I just have to know..

No one knows my mind like I do and no one can truly explain me...and I'm positive you dont understand it but just know that you cannot blame me...

I do not know how to explain it but I feel so trapped at times.....and I hate it when people tell me, that I am living a lie

For a lier I know I am not one,

Just secretive I will suggest...and even though I go to sleep at night, my mind will never rest...

My mind cannot just be opened,

but people will still seek the key....and try to unlock the person, who is hiding inside of me...

Two faced is another thing..that I honestly know I am not, but to fill up the hole in my heart, my fake smile will fill up the slot...

Most times I am happy, but it's hard when I am not and I know that people judge me and it only hurts alot.......

For you I'll share my true self as long as you're open with me....but If you'd rather walk away then just go and you will see...

I might be hard to understand but if you give me enough time.....I'll show you I care enough to try and help you shine

My feelings come and go and I don't want that to show...so for now I'll keep them closed until you really want to know..

So for now I will wait here as I always do for you.....and someday you'll come back and you'll remember what is true...

But now is not the time so you must keep walking away,

but anytime you're ready just remember I have stayed....

The End

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