The girl held herself for a few long moments, suffering from the aftermath of the pain she had just endured. She then reached for her book that she had been writing in since she arrived here.
She wrote: My captor is never going to let me go. He promised my release today but he has plans for me tonight. I have always wondered when this day would come, the day he decided to harm me more than with objects. I don't know if I can handle this anymore. All I can do is what he asks or I have no chance of getting out of here. My only other option is to take my own life, and even with all my pain, I can't bring myself to do it. As I always do, I am going to do as he requests. I will let him do what he wants with me. If I don't, he will beat me again and I take every chance I get to be off this cold, cement floor and unchained from the adjacent wall.