My palms started to sweat, my neck curled to the side a little, in all of my efforts to appear as if I was not aware that anyone was watching I simply made it painfully obvious. I didn't know how to stop. Ugh. I feel so stiff, why can't I just relax. Oh god, there he goes, don't look, he can't see me look, he can't know. Because if he knows something might actually happen. He might actually laugh, he might actually taunt.