Alexander

Dear all,

It's me, Alex. I'm just writing this to say sorry, and goodbye.
By the time you read this, I'll be gone.
Long gone.
I'm just sorry for everything.
I know I always messed everything up.
I never could fit in.
I know that I'll never find a place to belong.
Never.
You were always nice to my face, but I saw that little bit of weirdness in your eyes.
I know you were nice to my face, but you talked behind my back.
I know you did. I'm sorry I was always so awkward.
I just wanted to fit in.
I know it scary, but I think I have finally found a place to fit in.
Among the ones no longer living.
There I will be where I belong.
I won't cause any more problems for anyone.
I will be missed for once in my life.
What I have been waiting for all my life.
For someone to say goodbye back to me.
I'm so so sorry.

Goodbye,

Alex

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