"Heidi it's time to go, the bus isn't going to wait forever you know..."My mother would always include sarcasm in every sentence. "I know! I'm coming" I rivalled back in a sarcastic way just so she could get the message. Me and my mum (Amy) have never really been that close. She always calls me pudding (which I hate), I always call her Amy because I despise the way you should call your mum Mother, she certainly wasn't a mother to me. Not by a long shot...
“Heidi it’s time to go, the bus isn’t going to wait forever you know…”My mother would always include sarcasm in every sentence. “I know! I‘m coming” I rivalled back in a sarcastic way just so she could get the message. Me and my mum (Amy) have never really been that close. She always calls me pudding (which I hate), I always call her Amy because I despise the way you should call your mum Mother, she certainly wasn’t a mother to me. Not by a long shot…
My sister Jennifer had always been the favourite according to Amy.
Me and Jennifer were always very close until… The day that dad left and Amy had to look after us herself. Amy always told Jenni that he left because of me and then Jenni always hated me from then on; I had never known what Amy had against me (and why did she blame me for dad’s death?) I always told Amy that dad died because I knew he wouldn’t have left for no reason but mum always said that I drove him away, she never explained why though. After about a year of her saying these dreadful things about me she calmed down quite a bit and stopped all the madness. It still didn’t help the fact that my own sister thought I drove our father away because of what mum told her…
“Heidi the bus! Hurry, your not going to miss the test if you think you’re trying to skip it!”
“Damn the test” I had totally forgot about my French exams today and I certainly didn’t want to miss it for the world but I couldn’t help in thinking that a part of me wanted to miss the exams because of the horrid girl gang that sit behind me in nearly every subject. Everyday they constantly bring up the fact that I have no father and tease me for obeying my mum’s rules. A part of me wanted to ignore them but another part knew that they were right in everything they said; my dad had left and I do obey everything my mum says. “Come on! Don’t let them good for nothing girls get you down!” I remarked.
“Hei…” “I know I’m coming!” My mum can be so annoying sometimes. “Hey, how come you’re wanting to skip your S.A.T’s?” “They’re not called S.A.T’s and I’m not trying to skip them! Now get lost…” I really didn’t want to scream at my sister but she really hated me so I figured I wouldn’t apologise.
I was nearly at school now when I noticed a new shop on the journey called antiques and ancestors, “what the hell? Like I’m going to find my ‘ancestors’ with the past I have, no dad, grandpa died, auntie died, grandma died… I’m surprised that there’s any family tree left.” “So Heidi how are you?” “Fine jerk and stop asking me. Go and see your little girly gang that will do anything you want them to do.” Kyle was my ex, boyfriend but we split up because of Jenni, yes my younger sister had taken my boyfriend (can you believe it?!) She always flirted with him but one day it became serious and they became a couple… “Get lost and stop following me” he finally stopped and found something better to do. I felt like an out-cast at my own school, always getting picked on because of my personal life and there was deffinitely another reason which I couldn’t point out right now.
I finally got to school feeling so relieved that Kyle couldn’t bug me anymore, I mean he had been picking on me for over a year now and I was starting to get a little scared of him and everyone else.
I just didn’t understand why my life had to be the mess up. All my life it had been just me, Amy and Jennifer and we didn’t even talk to each other! I had two people that I talked to everyday and that was Jamima and my cousine in South America; I also, had Jackie who lived in Japan but we haven’t talked for years…