Sept 25, 2013
The meeting with Stephanie wasn't so bad today. When she started talking about me making new friends at school, I just went along with it. I didn't mention my friends that she doesn't like and I said I would be sure and try to make friends this time. Who knows, I may actually try. Its not like I can say I'm still trying forever.
I have been wanting to explore outside ever since we moved here. I have actual woods to explore! But, as always, I had to wait for the OK for my counselor. She had to analyze me to make sure I wouldn't run away or kill myself or something else stupid like that. It was already dark when she left so I can't go out now. My parents say no, no matter how sane I am, I can't go outside at night. Looks like I will just have to wait until tomorrow. I wasn't going to say anything, but I was starting to feel a little crazy staying in the house.
I was told to bring my journal when I go out tomorrow, in case anything interesting happens. I'm kind of getting a little skeptical of if she is going to want to read my journal, but that's OK, because I'm going to keep it with me or keep it hidden.