There's something I'm running from and I don't know what it is.
Being here is slowly draining me. It is not here that I belong.
I can feel it in my veins that I am bound to another place.
A place that will bring me back to life.
A place that will put me together.
Bring me a type of peace I've never known.
I want to wake up with so much love and joy in my heart.
I want to wake up not knowing what's going to happen and to be okay with it.
I want to be happy.
I want to forget about everything.
Everything that has repeatedly torn me apart.
I want to let go of all this pain that has built up inside of me.
I want to be able to trust myself and know that I'm going to be okay.
And its not here that I can do that.
Is why I have to leave.