I look all around me.. Realizing what I had done.
It hadn't always been this way, because I remember brighter days.
Well, before they came.
I remember days where there was no sorrow.
Days where I wasn't clouded in darkness. Days where I was happy. Where I wasn't doing doing anything that would cause harm to myself. Days where I was in love. The days when I wasn't afraid to be myself.
The days before they came and made me a slave to darkness.