Maybe I do know a little bit about what love is like. I know enough to say that it's one of the worst things you can feel. Well, maybe not, but the heartbreak is enough like that. And I mean.. Okay. Let me try to approach this differently.. You know when you have a crush on someone? How giddy you feel? The butterflies in your tummy? When you blush and get nervous when you see them? Yeah, that's how it starts. Then maybe, just maybe, you get lucky and they like you back. And you get together. And it's nice. And you guys stay together, and that crush turns into something so much more. And you don' know what to call it, and then you do. One day it just hits you that you're in love. And you smile, nonstop. And you're just so high up, you don't think you'll come down. I'm close, aren't I?
No. It sucks. Plain and simple. You can say all you want about how amazing it is, but it really does suck.
Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable.
Freaking vulnerabilty. *sigh*
Anyways, what I'm saying is, you can't stop yourself from falling in love. It's impossible. And if anyone tells you that you can't fall in love in a day, a month, three months, etc, they're wrong. You can, you have, and you will. It just happens. And it can happen in an hour, it can happen in minutes. And whomever it happened with, can't say that it isn't, because they don't truly know what is going on in your head, or what you're feeling. It's all you. And then there's the musical part of it.
Not saying that I'm in it, I'm just... Whatever, I don't want to explain it this time.