I am online and I can see his name under the "Sweetie" section that I have created for him only. His name is almost flashing red at me and I am nearly frozen staring at it, my body slightly shaking in tune with my heart beat.
Minutes pass and I haven't said anything to the elusive name that had once promised me everything, but is now just a simple array of letters.
I am on the verge of clicking out of the messenger, hoping that he is ignoring me as much as I am ignoring him, when I get a text message.
Why haven't you talked to me yet? This is just the way of life, can't we just be friends?
Talk to me on the messenger, let's be mature about this, okay?
I flip my phone shut and stare daggers at the computer screen.