You have no idea what to feel anymore. Living with someone, supporting someone, loving someone who returns nothing but resentment. But what have you done?
You sit on the floor in your room, she is downstairs. All you want to do is hold her in your arms, tell her you love her. But all she wants, is to be alone. She has been living in a world completely alone, surrounded by all who love her, her perspective skewing all she senses into pure dark self criticism. A life of cruel contradiction.
Sitting on the floor of your room, the tears run down your cheeks stinging your skin. You can't let her know your are hurting, it will only hurt her more, but can this go on any longer?