found myself buried in things i’ve said
in a muddle of autumn leaves
turned sour in winter, crunched and cracked-
unrequited, unsatisifed, unnatural
dreaming of a better paradise, a place where love is real
not a hallucination
anger and shouts and screams
why can’t you let me breathe
remember i’m human too, just like you
please stop ignoring me, you know you can see me, stop pretending i’m invisible
because i’m not. i’m just like you.
i feel everything you feel, just much more intense- because you made me this way-
bitter, jaded, sorrowed-
thanks. i feel amazing.