All I ever wanted was a best friend.
Who could actually be available,
and willing to do whatever it takes to come over
But now we’re at the end,
because I feel like I never see you anymore
you know I never wanted to leave you,
But I just can’t be disappointed again.
It hurts so much, intensely
too many scars waiting to heal
So many chances to you I lend
When will you make it right?
Now’s the time
I would have liked to wait until graduation
to let you go
but nothing good lasts forever
This feeling, this terrible, shameful feeling
eats me inside, swallowing my mind
When do I say goodbye?
I’m always running,
far away from you,
to avoid a fight
Silence has cut my tongue then,
but I’ll be sure to say my thoughts now
because life doesn’t revolve around you
You’re no longer the sparkling blue gem,
instead you’re chipped, cracked,
and you’re a simple scrap of metal
I can’t stand the ‘remember whens’
my heart aches as I recall the memories
of when you were actually my friend.