I wish I had a best friend.
This class, I just feel miserable.
No one tell their stories to me,
No one wants to take pictures with me,
No one really listens to me,
yet I give my whole heart to them.
What am I doing wrong?
Sure, they cheer me on during practice,
but that’s because coach makes them.
Why can’t I have inside jokes with anybody?
I sit alone, by the water fountain,
I hear bits of gossip, indirectly.
They all tell me I’m the sweetest person they’ve ever known.
Is that true?
Even though I do practically nothing to them,
because they don’t ask me anything?
They all huddle in cliche groups,
and I’m all to myself.
Will I ever belong?
How hard is it to ask about my day?
My God, is it because I constantly say fine,
and never open up?
this is all my fault?
It is my fault.