I think that
My mind wants you to

Understand, that
Girl in the mirror
Let's call her Sam, is
You and horrid she's

Ugly you see,
Gross disgusting just
Like me, chapped lips
Yellow teeth

Utter disgrace,
Girl with short skirts and
Look at that face,
You can't get a job and you're

Under age, you
Go after idiots
Living on the wrong page,
You'll never become what you hope to be,

I might be something but
Mostly just

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Intro.
*DYHM - for my daddy whom I've never known♥
OS - for the self-harmer who was disgusted by me.
*BB - I believe, aimed at a self-harmer.
*FITDS - About the abuse that someone knows.
*YAS - For an ex.
*NWC - For the abused.
*IKYB - Another self-harmer.
*ITR - A long night of no sleep! :D
*BB2 - A memory of what I didn't see.
*FC - General self-harm tribute.
*IF - Talking to Bella about my scars.
*IHD - I was craving some vodka~
*UGLTC - Three different, beautiful girls and me.
*MP - I think this was directed at (new nickname) Champagne.
*GWCW - My dear Hannah -.-
*IAOAD - Mum came in with Subway xD
*WTD - Inspired by a conversation on youtube with a boy who had to deal with his friends self-harming and after he told me all you needed to do was be there for them, I pretty much responded with this.
*IDIFTB - Because simply, I did.
*IP - I think it sort of speaks for itself~
*Again - Inspired by my life at that time
*LHLG - About Hannah, to her ex-boyfriend of the time.
*TF - Again, self-explanatory.
*NBGE - Honestly, I think I was just having a bad day..
*SCPALP - Inspired by the blog.. it is Kitten, some random ones and me, I think.
*ITIP - Another bad day I imagine?
*DCH - My mother and I had argued and I was trying to get drunk because she'd left..
*JTFB - I really don't like arguments with her.
*3am - What happens when I stay up half the night!
*NSFTW - I was trying to stay awake so as to work~
*WYN - Hannah again ♥
*IIDT - I don't remember, I must have upset someone..
*WOTS - As I walk 'home' in the dark often, I started to come up with odd little poems like this.
*Trying - I felt like that was me and I knew others who did this.. so I wrote it on the way 'home' ♥
*Whispers - Paranoia kicks in when it gets dark...
*YCSI - Elle insulted our friendship group. I did not like it.
*TF - I looked at myself too much and went nuts~
*LA - The advent calendar wasn't empty then but this was inspired by my messy surroundings.
*TPYL - Perfect fantasy, their parents being dead.
*JT - Nearly Christmas, I was sad~
*DD - John did not come to visit again.
*DB - I think I just wanted to use some techniques~
*FTLOP - I felt very attention seeking that day~
*TWOO - My apology to my Cake..
*Ugly - I was joking around here ♥
*LAN - I scratched a scab and bled (by accident) and He is not present it feels..
*SoH - Inspired by what I do to others.
*FR - Somebody else's rhyme made me sad.. who knows wh- how? :3
*PM - Looking around Gareth's house reminded me of some very old issues. Again.
*Salvation - For Kizu - you'll never know.

updated Mar 20 by FromTemglinToGolocni