The FantasyMature

Dirty, filthy, slutty, whore
Look in the mirror that's what I see
Dirty, filthy, slutty, whore
I tell myself that's all I'll ever be

Dirty, filthy, slutty, whore
End up with nothing left to lose
Dirty, filthy, slutty, whore
Do anything you want if you give her some booze.

Cause  I don't have the time you see
For lies about an innocent fantasy
When you look at me you should see
A dirty whore, I'm f*cking filthy.

Ugly, broken, stupid, b*tch
Written on my upper thigh
Ugly, broken, stupid, b*tch
It just is, don't f*cking ask why

Ugly, broken, stupid, b*tch
The words that you all said
Ugly, broken, stupid, b*tch
Repeating over and over in my head

Cause I don't have the reasons why
You believe some f*cking lie
I guess this is generally why
I'm a b*tch, wanna argue? Don't try.

Cheater, liar, traitor, slag
Should be written on my face
Cheater, liar, traitor, slag
Because it's not out of place

Cheater, liar, traitor, slag
I'll steal your boyfriend, cheat on him
Cheater, liar, traitor, slag
Give him sh*t and still reel him in

Cause I wish you'd read my face
And realise this is the case
If slags were in contest, look at my face,
As a cheating b*tch I'd win first place.

Scared and lonely, nervous wreck
The words which actually fit me
Scared and lonely, nervous wreck
Even though it is silly

Scared and lonely, nervous wreck
But I put this fake mask on
Scared and lonely, nervous wreck
To hide that there's something wrong

Scared and lonely, nervous wreck
Until I start believing things
Scared and lonely, nervous wreck
I say to myself to keep other things in

Scared and lonely, nervous wreck
Shaking with the tears which fall
Scared and lonely, nervous wreck
Because I've made myself feel so small

I say I don't have time you see
For an innocent fantasy
But really I wish, honestly
That fantasy was really me. 

The End

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