This FeelingMature

I have never felt
That feeling.

I have never felt
The knowing
The shame.

I have never felt
That wanting to hide.
Having to see you
Nowhere to hide.

I have never felt
'It won't wash off'
What should I do?
I can't show you
God help me.

I have never felt
"Look at my hands
They look like
Murder.
I need to stop.
Should go no further.

I have never felt
"I can't stop.
How can I?
It's habit.
Help me
This is why
They won't heal."

I have never felt
"Someone notice.
Someone help.
Why do you not?
Why
When you see?
I guess
It's just stupid me.."

I have never felt
This feeling.

Until now. 

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