Not Once

It never happened. It never will.

We never even went out,
But it feels like we did.
You know when after you break up,
Everything you know reminds you of him?
Yeah, like that.
Even little things we've done.
Or something I've seen him do,
Even laughing reminds me of him.
I don't know why.
I've laughed more without him.
But still,
I just see him when I laugh hard.
And when I'm alone at night,
I think of him again.
Not like I try,
He just pops up.
Even...
Even running.
Walking.
Ranting.
Suffering.
Anything really.
Not a single date.
But I feel like we're the old couple.
Well.
The old divorced ex-couple.
Except.
It never happened.
Never will,
Right?
Sad thing is,
I didn't even notice.
Or.
He was gone and I just didn't care.
Because I want to move on.

The End

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