My so called life story

Is exactly what the title says, welcome to my world (literally)

Have you ever had that bad feeling in the pitt of your stomache, y'know the feeling when you know something bad is going to happen....

It's like that for me, but much, MUCH worse.....

I suppose, like all stories I should start at the beginning... where to begin? how about where I grew up.....

I grew up in a small place in the UK, a little town in hampshire, Gosport. I was raised in gosport and have lived there my entire life, yep all 14 stinking years of it. I have 4 sisters and 2 brothers, Laura, the oldest is the only one with the same dad as me but not the same mum. Luke, next in line has the same mum as me but a different dad to the rest of us, Hollie same story, Jasmine a repeat of Luke and Hollie. Josh and Daniella are the only two to have the same mother and father....dont get the wrong impression of my mum though, she loves us all and doesn't regret us (I think.)

My parents, Peter and Karen split up when I was very young (but thats another story) they have been divorced for a long time now, but I can never get used to it. My dad has MS (if you dont know what it is, search it on the internet) he was diagnosed with it long before my dad split up with my mum and the doctor said to my dad he wouldn't lose the power in his legs, long story short the doctor had no idea what he was talking about. So here I am living with my dad and at 14 I have already seen too much. My sister Hollie who is now 16 was put into care with two very nice people, Alison and Nigel. I dont realy want to go into detail of my sisters 'rebelious attitude' to put it lightly. But baisically it's a he said, she did kinda thing and the arguments became too much. Laura my 23 year old sister is a teacher at a primary school in fareham, she comes home whenever she can and I miss her, I miss all of them. I just wish things weren't the way they are. It stinks. Luke is 18 and currently unemployed, he's a good person though just like all of my brothers and sisters (yes,even Hollie.) Jasmine is 8 and a little sweetheart when she wants to be, when she wants to be. Josh looks like a little angel and even though he's 2 he has a very destructive personality, bless him. Daniella, the newborn is tiny but very fiesty, I feel sorry for any boy who messes with her later in life. If he has the bottle that is. which brings us back to me.....

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