My Love Life

This is just some stories about how my crushes and relationships have been within the past three years or so. (Not much) Two guys

My Love Life

*Adam

Adam was one of my first serious crushes. When I started the 7th grade, I had to sit next to Adam for two quarters (half a school year). At first, I thought that he was very cute. Then he started making jokes and having fun. We had the best time! I told one of my 'friends' about Adam and she ended up telling the whole school. For a while, he was avoiding me and being mean to me. I couldn't stop thinking about him. For all of 7th grade and a little of 8th, I had been trying to impress him and get him to have a crush on me. I had a crush on him until I met another guy, *Matt.

*Matt

             Matt was my second serious crush. When I entered his school as a new student for the first time, he made me feel welcome. We talked in between classes from 6th grade until 7th grade. I was wildly popular in 7th grade until the end. Matt faded away as I began to pay attention to Adam. In class for just one quarter in the Winter, I was to sit behind Matt. Matt was so funny and I realized how handsome he was! He was also extremely nice and honest to me all the time.

            He had the cutest personality, too. I can't describe it. I decided to tell him I had a crush on him before anyone else did. One day in class, I asked him in a note (this was a bad idea, I know) if he thought I was pretty. And he replied with, "Yes, but not meaning anything." and when he handed me back the note, he smiled and said, "attractive." We talked all of class until I pushed just about all my friends to ask him if he likes me. He didn't answer any of them. So finally, I was the one to ask him, and he said no.

            I was miserable for a while. I cried for a day. And then, I texted him and he said, "Sorry, Sarah, you're just not my type. But you are a great friend." We continued to exchange long, meaningful texts. He used to tell me that I'd find a great guy someday and that I'd be alright. He always understood me and made me feel better. So, I wouldn't keep trying to be his friend. Up until the end of 8th grade, we were kind of distant. And then at graduation, we hugged each other and I decided to go to the same high school as him. I was so excited!

           Then I realized, I was just going for him, and I can find other guys. But at this point, it was very hard to accept the offer from another high school (one with way better education, especially in my favorite subject: math) because I felt like I was almost in love with him. I decided that I could find more fish in the sea, and I needed to do what was best for my future. It's halfway through Summer now and I miss him so much.

          But, I know that there will be more crushes and someday I will get a real, genuine, kind, and caring boyfriend who will always be by my side. The day may be today, tomorrow, in two years, you never know, but if I continue to be myself and not try too hard, he will be there someday, waiting for me.

*Note: Names are changed

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